Jiayou for promos!!!
*i look forward to the day i can happily burn my textbooks. Do you?
me thinks that you have been doing a great job all this while and really i am sad that you have come to this decision... you have been a really humorous class CT and it has been great being your classmate. I know that it isnt often (or i have never) written in the class blog but this is one time i really feel strongly that you should reconsider this... nobody takes all the blame for everything and i think you shouldnt too...kurt
wahhahaha hey hey pple! i duno wats been happening back at nj cause im reali a distant away n now i seldom get the chance or maybe make the chance to catch up wif ur. perhaps its only liyana n charlene and yux tt i tok much to now. even then the time spent isnt alot to reali understand the matters that r happening back at the gd old a02. but from adrian's post it obviously isnt too gd. adrian as hao guang had said it probably is everyone responsiblity to make the effort to stay united and bonded. and thought i believe u have been doin a marvellous job as the ct of the class it is stil impossible n too heavy a burden to say that its ur fault for the lack of togetherness in the class. It mus be a WANT on the part of everyone! u kant force them! tt like so rediculous la! as usual my speelin is cmi so i think its speeled wrongly but ya. like econss the demand to be together bmust come with the willingness and ability to. some of us might want to tok, joke laugh cry and share all our emotions with the other members of a02 but do they have the abilty? the opportunity? tt somethin to consider. others have the ability. its readily accsessible and they don not have other percieved more impt commiments, btu perhaps it is not in their desire and willingness to stay bonded. some are guilty of tt too! the utility derived is far less than the opportunity cost.
so u noe adrian, perhaps im not reai making sense here cause i unfortunately am not able to see wats reali goin on in a02 so i do not reali noe to problem of the matter. but as far as im aware adrian u do make a gd ct rep. and that day at charlene house during the gathering it is envident that our classmates do hold u in high esteem and they do show u a great amount of respect as being the leader of the class. perhaps in years to come when u look back at ur life. jus a role as a ct rep of a clss will not matter much. compared to if u had beeen a cca captain or a councilor. even this would seem small in comparison to an entire life. but i wan to give u the assurance that every amount of leadership is stil justifiable as a service to the class and stil is a leap ahead of others who are not willing to fill the role. there definately is leadership quality in each of us. it sjus how much we are willing to exhibit and show. honestly, the first 3 months i thought u were kinda useless. chaoin sch so early everyday, n not spending much time with the class. when i had to leave a02. many were grateful for the things i done. but when u stepped in to take over though it may not be with a totally confident heart, i know u have surpassed me. because its not how well u fufill the task and requirements as a leader. tt the basic, anyone would have been able to cordinate the class to do activities. honestly im sayin it does not require much of us. but instead it is the drive and the passion that came through while performing those task. i was not able to experience it but from my understanding u did everythin so well!
and u noe adrian. when i tok once awhile to the pple a02. and i ask- so hows the class? i do hear negative stuff but it was impressed upon me that u were doin a great job! pissin ms teo off and all . wahhaha i reali do think that the class do treasure u as their ct rep and it would be a pity to jus give up when the job is not even complete. when u have decided to become a ct rep did u ever decide to step down even before the 2 yrs finish? to me same can be said of a marathon when u decide to participate in it. for me it is not the timing that reali matters, but when i have decided to take the first step, i want to finish the entire run. the goin will definately be tough. if not honestly u wil not be needed to be there to lead. its not in the cushy times that u choose to be there and be merry. n when its tough u jus hand over the dirty work to sum other pple n u jsu relac in a corner. wahhaha. but ya. u been through much wif the class adrian. much more than me. u can do it ya. its only a matter of how willing u are.
the class do encourage him ya!!!! don be too hard on him. it is easy to lead. but to be a GD leader requires much much. if ur choose not to be as close as last time then so be it la. i guess its not as easy to keep the flames of passion within the class burin. reality of jc life sets in. we gotta mug den we gotta perform. im sure ur all do study hard for the exams ya. so wahhaha! don hav to worry too much! ur will do well. not like me! slack like dunno wat over here la. wahaha oh well! the 2 yrs will pass in a glace. it has already been almost a yr and my a02 experience is stil not far from memory. it almost jus happen last week.
Adrian jia you! i hope tis would cause u to reconsider the importance of wat u r giving up.
n i don want any response from u or anyone rebuking anythin i say k. once again i don reali noe wats goin on but to my knowledge this is my opinon of things. if anyone don agree with anythin i said. then don agree! i don hav to noe it ya! hehe!
whahahah smiles pple! hols r jus ard the corner! don worry too much! whahahahah
hehe yup tt all!
i stil love u guys! whahhahah
MUACKS TO EACH N EVERYONE!
dun be too hard on yourself. your responsibility never was to 'bond' the class... Bonding is a natural thing and can't be forced. It takes a combined effort to achieve. It isn't your fault, it's everybody's fault (if there even is anyone to blame). But only time will tell if our class will become as unified as before. Even so, the situation is not desperate or unsolvable. Like i said, its everyone's effort that will make any sort of difference. You have been a great CT and if you change your mind i'm sure you'll continue to be an excellent one. -HG
I've been thinking alot for the past few days, and i think the best thing to do is to step down from CT rep. I'll probably be doing so after this year.
I remember that at the start of term 2, the class gave me this enormous and wonderful privilege of being the ct rep of the best class in nJc. The enormous shoes i had to fill, the class i had to gel, many many responsibilities dished upon a never-was-a-leader adrian. But i did it all, gladly.
Though i tried, i didnt succeed very well. the class probably remains as distant as before, if not more, more sad than before despite all the little tries to lift the class' spirits. And i think along the way, i lost quite some support in the manner i execute my duties.
I watched as the council did the pub stunt for grad night. all the little things that we'll miss when we graduate. then i felt sad. this class was split. it wasnt even physically together at breakfast tables. Those who were physically together, they spoke different tongues. Some spoke of council. which no one else could relate too. Other spoke of their ccas. of which im as guilty of. all of us hold the key to uniting the class, to making it better. are we using it?
Though not disillusioned, the worst came when doubts arouse over the manner i executed my duties. some disagreed with the views i had, and the manner in which i used it. i think my friendship with these certain individuals was damaged too.
After pondering over this several days, along with my new responsibilities in my CCA, i decided that the best was to hand this responsibility over to someone else who can do this much better. All i ask is that this new person works harder than i've done, and everyone else to put faith in him/her, and fight to be an A02-ian. For example, when im asked where im from, i identify myself as an A02-ian, never as a debater unless they probe further. i belong to a02. and the fact is some have let their other commitments creep in between themselves and a02. while both may co-exist, they can never be of equal weightage in your lives. all i sincerely hope is a02 matters more than you other commitments. for you are always an a02-ian for life.
The last i can do as a responsible CT rep, is to leave you all with a suitable candidate to take over. I'm sure all of you will agree with my choice when he/she is eventually ready to take over.
Once again, thanks for everything. and sorry for everything ive screwed.
Forever an A02-ian at heart.