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yo ^^ judith here~
I just read through the previous few entries and well, I was really moved half to tears. I really wish I could cry and let it out, but I just can't. Maybe because I just too used to shutting things away and just concentrating on being rational that I don't cry easily in situations like these. Really sucks sometimes. So I simply go around taking photos, hoping to capture whatever precious little moments we can have together, hoping to capture the feeling that I get everytime I'm with all of you. I don't succeed often, but that doesn't stop me from trying ^^
Yeah, was thinking on everything that has happened to me for the past 3 months...or for that matter, all my life. I've always been able to pray my way through things, and somehow get so much more than I deserve, but the best thing that has ever happened to me was getting a class like A02. Maybe I was a little intimidated by the sheer enthusiasm everyone showed at first, but that feeling soon wore off to be replaced by a sense of joy. It's so wonderful to be accepted for who you are in a class of so many diverse personalities; when you know that whenever someone starts something, the entire class will unite together as one to back that one person up. We play, we study, we talk and sing and have fun everywhere we go...that's something really special about A02, our sense of unity, and our ever present sense of fun. To our ogls who have shared so many great times and been there for us every step of the way, thank you so very very much~ Your presence has always been a great source of comfort and support for all of us, and you are a part of the A02 story as all of us are ^^
Dance party brought back so many memories, as does every school day and every place in NJ. Everywhere I go, I can almost see the memories play back in my mind about the times we spent together, and it seems that A02 has left its footprint on every cornerstone in the NJ that I know. My photos are simply poor reflections of the many great times we spent together, and though it's only my own little selfish way of holding on to the memories just a little longer, I will continue to photograph the things I love most. Let's continue to write the story of A02, chapter by chapter, even as we go on k? To remember the story, of how a class of 22 unique individuals came together to walk down this path, in both our hearts and our minds~
The unity that we shared doesn't diminish just because some of us are in different classes. It's not something that physical distance could destroy. I know for a fact that A02 has changed all of us, or affected us in one way or another, and that each of us carries that with us wherever we go. Perhaps in little ways, when we smile more or laugh at a joke or bitch about ms teo together...but these things make up A02. Our memories, how it has affected us, how this enthusiasm and fighting spirit keeps burning long after the circumtstances decree that we should split...
just to share a little something I wrote some time ago...
Living in a world of my own...dreaming of a future that's not mine to control...holding on to a past that's forever gone...and living in the present like there's no tomorrow.
A02 will always be part of my past, present and tomorrow~
Rock on! Our spirit will never die ^^ because each and every one of us embodies the spirit of A02~
oh yeah, I promise I'd scan in my photos as soon as my brother helps me reconnect the scanner to the main computer (which may take a while because he needs it for his university work for some obscure reason) anyway, I finally managed to develop them! ^^ sorry that the talentime pics are very blurred, but some of the rest turned out pretty nice ^^ I'd bring them to school tml ~
for the most enthusiastic, funky, caring and united group of people I've ever known-
april 4th, monday, 8.40pm
judith
