Perfect happens only once..
Dear kiddos,
it's me Yux! Before I begin, I would like to tell you guys some secrets. One, I was not very enthu about being an OGL in the beginning (like before before being an Ignis/Destefano OGL that is). Second, I almost didn't go for the interview. Third, I was hoping I didn't get an arts class for my og. Can you guys believe it! But let me explain why I didn't want an arts class...cos I wanted a change in environment. Like, what was I thinking! *shakes head*
Why am I telling you guys these? I've come to believe that nothing happens by chance or coincidence, that everything happens for the most perfect reason, in ways you couldn't imagine. God didn't give me what I wanted, but He gave me something far greater and far more beautiful than all I could ever ask for. And I don't know what would have happen if on that day, I had chosen not to go for the interview. I don't know what would have happen if the people doing the og allocation had given me some other og. I would have missed out on the bestest thing that has happened to me in this entire year so far:)
Actually I don't know what to say when so many things have been already been said. I don't know how to express my happiness or sadness, when I think words are insufficient to describe a most emotional experience. But I have so many many things I would like to say to each and everyone of you, I just don't know how. If you could see my look now, that look would be enough to tell you how much I treasure the 22 of you. (Speaking of 22, I somehow think it's so special that my jersey no. is 22 and there's 22 of you! Right.)
You know now, if I close my eyes, I can actually see your class...coming down to the canteen, going to lectures, sitting at the grandstand, standing at the parade square and I can picture in my head how each of you look like in your own individual ways. I can see all of you waving and saying "Hi Yux!" in those kind of cheerful tone that never fails to brighten up my day:)
I really feel like crying. I can't help it. The school will never be the same without the same people. At least for me, it wouldn't. And your heart has the place for that one thing only and nothing else. So it will be the same for me. I'll reserve a place in my heart carved 05A02, and you will all enter, and never leave. I know it sounds sappy, I know. ..
I've never experieced a perfect something, ever, in my life. Maybe once or twice, there were those mini-perfect moments. Just a split-minute kind of feeling. But when I met you guys, I think that's changed. Maybe I don't know you all THAT well, that's why I think you're all perfect. Haha. But I've never met a class as united and as enthusiastic as 05A02. And I don't think I ever will. You guys are perfect. Really.
And perfection like this, happens only once. Certain moments come and go. You can never get the same situation, with the same people, and the same place, at the same time, with the same state of mind. So I can never get this kind of perfection again. But I don't mind, cos this once is enough for me:)
I want to say thank you. Thank you, 05A02. Thank you for letting me know what perfect is all about. It's not about having no faults at all. It's when you look at each other and know there's no other place you wanna be with anyone else. Thank you for giving me these wonderful memories. Thank you:) I don't regret one bit being an ogl, because of you.
It's hard to say goodbye. It hurts when things have to change. But sometimes, goodbye is the only way for destiny.
This shall be part one of Yux's blogging. Haha..I can't take this already...feel so sad..my head's hurting and I have so much more to say....but until then, I hold 05A02 here. *points to heart*
<3 Yux!
